Thursday, October 27, 2011

WF4Lfye !




Hahaha, cute gif. about WongfuProduction

SMTown Concert in NYC at MSG


Shinee performing


SuperJunior


SNSD


Shinee


SMTown Live finally decided to come to the East Coast and in NYC of all places. So happy they decided to choose NYC and Madison Sq. Garden! The concert featured new SM artists--SNSD,Shinee, Superjunior,F(x) but also the pioneers as well--Kangta, Boa and TVXQ.

Love that I had the opportunity to go to this concert.

**all photos taken with my new camera**

Deadmaus5 concert at Roseland Ballroom 10/4/11!


Deadmaus5





Deadmaus5 is my 3rd DJ I've heard live. The first was Tiesto and then David Guetta at Pacha NYC. I hope to go to more shows if my budget allows it. It's an awesome experience and very liberating to just be there where music is blasting all through the night.

**all photos taken with my new camera**

Thursday, September 22, 2011

NYT Personality Quiz

According to NYT Personality Quiz I'm an Adventurous Spirit: You have got a fresh positive attitude to life which means you are naturally drawn to anything that is modern and original. You have strong views and opinions and your adventurous spirit means that you are not afraid to ruffle a few feathers in order to voice them. When all is said and done, you are a bit of an intellect with a tendency to do a spot of soul searching from time to time.

You're a fast-mover and feel energized about anything that gets your pulse racing! You're enthusiastic about life and an upbeat spirit who knows how to have fun and tends to value all which is fresh and new in the world. You tire quickly of old conventions and outdated ideas, wishing to experience new methods with youthful innocence and vigor. It's all about big thrills and exciting antics that take you out of your comfort zone. You want to feel connected to the world around you and actively seek out opportunities to get closer to nature. For you, it is all about broadening your horizons and living life to the fullest!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Pain/Love

Love--what is love? It's the age old question that scholars, romance novelists and ordinary people have tried to wrap around for centuries now and even centuries to come.

How can this invisible thing, not even a thing--but rather a feeling which cannot be grasped, kicked, let alone see cause so much pain--physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.

When you do have love--you feel invincible and it does not matter how slow or fast time past, you only care about love.

But,

When it's gone--you rather die or better yet just disappear forever never to walk the earth again or see anyone. You hole up in a dark room, eating your feelings away, disregarding any social or personal etiquette and just want to say 'FUCK YOU WORLD. AND YEAH, FUCK YOU TOO _(fill in the blank)_'.

The question is then--when and how do we get over it? Do you find anyone person to subdue the pain until you're bored and find another? Do you sulk away your life and say FUCK OFF LOVE, I DON'T NEED YOU! (Gives finger) or does time actually heal all if not most...

Are we just programmed to always need someone in our life no matter how minuet their role may be: a simple 'hey, how are you?' to 'let's get hammered and forget!'...

What would happen if I just wake up one day and just forgot everything--forgot anniversaries, forgot places associated with the feeling, forgot the favorite food, forgot everything they said, forgot them...

will I still be scarred somehow?

Friday, July 15, 2011

Where am I now at this point?

I've been asked a lot recently about what I want to do with my life. Seriously, I don't have a fucking clue! Who does at this age? (unless you're like a genius or something...) I know I want to travel a lot now when I'm young even though I hate the plane rides to and from the place, but I do love being in new places. I still have the travel bug in me, but I'm also plagued by my sense of responsibility which will NOT allow me to travel at least for a long while. I have to pay my debt--aka STUDENT LOANS!

My plan though is to try to pay 1/3 of my loans by the end of the year and then think of another plan...

I think everything is easier said than done....

sigh~

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Movie

Just finished a movie called ' A beautiful Life' but also known as 不再讓你孤單 in Chinese. It's also the name of an old song.

陳昇 is the artist...Here's the lyric to the song. I really liked the movie and it's a movie made to make people cry.

讓我輕輕的吻著你的臉 擦乾你傷心的眼淚
讓你知道 在孤單的時候 還有一個我 陪著你

讓我輕輕的對著你歌唱 像是吹在草原上的風
只想靜靜聽你呼吸 緊緊擁抱你 到天明

路遙遠 我們一起走 我要飛翔在你每個彩色的夢中 
陪著你

我從遙遠的地方來看你 要說許多的故事給你聽
我最喜歡看你胡亂說話的模樣 逗我笑

儘管有天我們會變老 老得可能都模糊了眼睛
但是我要寫出人間最美麗的歌 送給你

路遙遠 我們一起走 我要飛翔在你每個彩色的夢中
對你說 我愛你

我不再讓你孤單 我的風霜你的單純
我不再讓你孤單 一起走到地老天荒
我不再讓你孤單 我的瘋狂你的天真
我不再讓你孤單 一起走到地老天荒

路遙遠 路遙遠 我不再讓你孤單

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Week 1

I hate what I'm doing right now. I'm not even learning anything that is challenging. Found out I'm not even getting vacation time, why should I even care what I'm doing then. I don't enjoy where I'm working right now nor do I care about the work. I'm only doing this as an obligation to my parents who are driving me crazy!

I even told them if they don't like me sitting in front of the computer playing games because I don't have anything to do I will find another job. I don't need this job.

Enough is enough.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Day 2

Got to work at 7:20am
Punched in my time sheet
Came up to the office
sorted through the files
did the expenses for yesterday
logged into bank accounts to get summary of $$
logged into all my social media accounts
went to deviantart to get some inspiration for some drawings
sitting here bored until lunch time

8hrs left to work...

(exciting thing: found a dollar on the way to work)

Remembered a year ago--I was in Ningbo enjoying a nice Brazilian BBQ meal with Nia and enjoying my all you can eat meat and drinks for Children Day. That was my first and last time celebrating Children's Day in China or anywhere else in the world.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Day 1 Working



After graduation I felt an immense sadness swelling in my heart. I started tearing in the car while my parents were arguing about the directions. I was told to rest for one week then start at my Uncle's Auto Body shop. I felt lost, heck I still feel lost. I'm officially out of MoHo's bubble. The bubble where everyone made you believe everything was fine or will be okay even when you know there is darkness lurking right outside the shiny gates of MHC.

The real world: dark, sad, alone, confusion, and oh so much more.
MoHome: safe, anything possible, friendly, bubble, and possibilities await at every turn.

I officially started working today. I had a crash course into what I had to do which is basically managing all the finance transaction in and out of the office. I'm getting decent paid considering I just got out from college and on top of that it's a family business. With my paycheck every week, I'll start paying my loans (all 3 of 'em) every week before the interest starts. After I pay the loans, gotta pay my parents as well (FML) to help out with the house stuff...THEN, I can save what's left of my paycheck to my account.

Did I mention real world suck. I'll be working 6 days a week, normal 8-6 job weekday and Saturday will be 8-3.

Weeeee~

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

should never aspire for anything--will only be let down no matter what.
don't strive for anything---the result will only be failure

Monday, March 7, 2011

two years

two years has passed--though no longer together, but there were happy times as well as sad. We should cherish both regardless. glad we happened.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

rambles for the day

Little rambles before starting my homework...

It's the start of a new semester--new beginnings. From new classes to new books, marks the last semester of my Mount Holyoke experience. What will I learn during my last semester here? I'm taking the last of my requirements for my major and deciding whether I should minor in History or not. But I feel with Lipman as my adviser--I should Major in Asian Studies and minor in History...Just feels appropriate.

To start the new year--I will be MC'ing for this year's China Night. For my last year I wanted to just sit in the audience and enjoy the show, but somehow I knew that would be too much to ask for. This is my 1st time MC'ing a cultural event at school--not sure how it will go. I figured I have nothing to lose right?

I'm taking a mixture of classes such as Arab Women Novelists, Russian Culture and People and even a Food History class. I'm going to miss taking classes just for the hell of it because when I leave this academic institution who knows when I'll be able to learn just for fun ever again

Thursday, January 13, 2011

music stuck in my head

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1iPgOeQpBg

Angelita Li - You're the One from 得閒炒飯

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aL9nSQx3VNk&feature=related

Ruby Lin - 愛不能停 from 活該你單身

冷空气反复侵袭
微冷的城里
桃花遥遥无期
寂寞是一种呼吸
有白色痕迹
越冷越能看得清
对爱认了命 大不了像片浮萍
谁都有种好不了的病
可寂寞偏不死心
越忍耐越发挑衅
爱不能停
思念在唇边来去
温柔的痕迹
过境后冷得故意
寂寞是一种呼吸
有白色痕迹
越冷却能看得清
对爱认了命
大不了像片浮萍
谁都有种好不了的病
可寂寞偏不死心
越忍耐越发挑衅
爱不能停
可爱情偏不死心
总越痛越发挑衅
爱不能停
干柴烧成了灰烬
烈火结成冰
这就是爱情
爱 不能停