Week 1

I hate what I'm doing right now. I'm not even learning anything that is challenging. Found out I'm not even getting vacation time, why should I even care what I'm doing then. I don't enjoy where I'm working right now nor do I care about the work. I'm only doing this as an obligation to my parents who are driving me crazy!

I even told them if they don't like me sitting in front of the computer playing games because I don't have anything to do I will find another job. I don't need this job.

Enough is enough.

Day 2

Got to work at 7:20am
Punched in my time sheet
Came up to the office
sorted through the files
did the expenses for yesterday
logged into bank accounts to get summary of $$
logged into all my social media accounts
went to deviantart to get some inspiration for some drawings
sitting here bored until lunch time

8hrs left to work...

(exciting thing: found a dollar on the way to work)

Remembered a year ago--I was in Ningbo enjoying a nice Brazilian BBQ meal with Nia and enjoying my all you can eat meat and drinks for Children Day. That was my first and last time celebrating Children's Day in China or anywhere else in the world.

Day 1 Working

After graduation I felt an immense sadness swelling in my heart. I started tearing in the car while my parents were arguing about the directions. I was told to rest for one week then start at my Uncle's Auto Body shop. I felt lost, heck I still feel lost. I'm officially out of MoHo's bubble. The bubble where everyone made you believe everything was fine or will be okay even when you know there is darkness lurking right outside the shiny gates of MHC.

The real world: dark, sad, alone, confusion, and oh so much more.
MoHome: safe, anything possible, friendly, bubble, and possibilities await at every turn.

I officially started working today. I had a crash course into what I had to do which is basically managing all the finance transaction in and out of the office. I'm getting decent paid considering I just got out from college and on top of that it's a family business. With my paycheck every week, I'll start paying my loans (all 3 of 'em) every week before the interest starts. After I pay the loans, gotta pay my parents as well (FML) to help out with the house stuff...THEN, I can save what's left of my paycheck to my account.

Did I mention real world suck. I'll be working 6 days a week, normal 8-6 job weekday and Saturday will be 8-3.

Weeeee~

should never aspire for anything--will only be let down no matter what.
don't strive for anything---the result will only be failure

two years

two years has passed--though no longer together, but there were happy times as well as sad. We should cherish both regardless. glad we happened.

rambles for the day

Little rambles before starting my homework...

It's the start of a new semester--new beginnings. From new classes to new books, marks the last semester of my Mount Holyoke experience. What will I learn during my last semester here? I'm taking the last of my requirements for my major and deciding whether I should minor in History or not. But I feel with Lipman as my adviser--I should Major in Asian Studies and minor in History...Just feels appropriate.

To start the new year--I will be MC'ing for this year's China Night. For my last year I wanted to just sit in the audience and enjoy the show, but somehow I knew that would be too much to ask for. This is my 1st time MC'ing a cultural event at school--not sure how it will go. I figured I have nothing to lose right?

I'm taking a mixture of classes such as Arab Women Novelists, Russian Culture and People and even a Food History class. I'm going to miss taking classes just for the hell of it because when I leave this academic institution who knows when I'll be able to learn just for fun ever again

music stuck in my head

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1iPgOeQpBg

Angelita Li - You're the One from 得閒炒飯

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aL9nSQx3VNk&feature=related

Ruby Lin - 愛不能停 from 活該你單身

冷空气反复侵袭
微冷的城里
桃花遥遥无期
寂寞是一种呼吸
有白色痕迹
越冷越能看得清
对爱认了命 大不了像片浮萍
谁都有种好不了的病
可寂寞偏不死心
越忍耐越发挑衅
爱不能停
思念在唇边来去
温柔的痕迹
过境后冷得故意
寂寞是一种呼吸
有白色痕迹
越冷却能看得清
对爱认了命
大不了像片浮萍
谁都有种好不了的病
可寂寞偏不死心
越忍耐越发挑衅
爱不能停
可爱情偏不死心
总越痛越发挑衅
爱不能停
干柴烧成了灰烬
烈火结成冰
这就是爱情
爱 不能停