music stuck in my head

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1iPgOeQpBg

Angelita Li - You're the One from 得閒炒飯

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aL9nSQx3VNk&feature=related

Ruby Lin - 愛不能停 from 活該你單身

冷空气反复侵袭
微冷的城里
桃花遥遥无期
寂寞是一种呼吸
有白色痕迹
越冷越能看得清
对爱认了命 大不了像片浮萍
谁都有种好不了的病
可寂寞偏不死心
越忍耐越发挑衅
爱不能停
思念在唇边来去
温柔的痕迹
过境后冷得故意
寂寞是一种呼吸
有白色痕迹
越冷却能看得清
对爱认了命
大不了像片浮萍
谁都有种好不了的病
可寂寞偏不死心
越忍耐越发挑衅
爱不能停
可爱情偏不死心
总越痛越发挑衅
爱不能停
干柴烧成了灰烬
烈火结成冰
这就是爱情
爱 不能停

invisible.

We speak of heartache...of pain...of hurt
But these words are prisoners between our lips
A life sentence we’ve given ourselves
A burden only for us to bear—no one else’s
Because letting you shed tears
Breaks my heart with each droplet
So I stand isolated at the edge of the world between what is known and what isn’t
If only I can feel your warmth in my heart
If only for a moment, only for a second I can believe and have faith in you again
That you won’t say I’ll always be there when I know you’ll vanish the moment I need you
That you think I’m special when I know you don’t mean it
Don’t make any promises you can’t keep
No heart is left even once it is broken.
My dearest love—I’m broken. I’m left invisible.

gah!

GAH! FINALS! GAHHHH!

光棍节快乐

光棍节快乐
11/11

limits

it is possible to just eat one meal a day and survive--only proves that i've lost my appetite for food and life.

past week

threw up now 3x
saw mr. bunny around mead and was about to catch it but it hopped away to a bush
hailed today for a good 3 mins
lost 5 lbs within two months unwillingly
lost appetite for food
don't eat every 2-4 hrs anymore

thoughts...

everything and everyone must come and go
as to abide to earthy rules
but the experiences one takes
shall forever haunt them
the good, bad or worse
the reality of it all is that everything is impermanent
emotions
material goods
relations
nothing is static
everything is flowing and moving on
with or without your consent

how fickle everything is ....